Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Abdication From Predestination

There is a man in South London right now who is busy and happy without me. But I will be true to him. He deserves that, and he's more than I ever hoped for.

Is it strange that growing up I expected to end up in an abusive relationship? It's true. I always assumed that it would be that way. Words can't express what a beautiful thing it is to feel that you've escaped that fate. I know that Austin would never hurt me. True, life sometimes throws curve balls. People change, and they have their own right to make their own decisions that affect us. There will be more times in my life that people let me down or purposefully hurt me. Nevertheless, I count my lucky stars that someone so gentle sees so much in me.

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  1. THERE IS NOT A EMOTIVE BUTTON TO EXPRESS MY HAPPINESS FOR YOU, BUT IF THERE WAS I WOULD PUSH IT!

    TWICE!

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