Treasure Hunting

I love the library on Saturdays.

I've also discovered that I like being a bookworm. I am sitting at a desk in the library with 10 or 11 books on Fidel Castro and I keep feeling like I'm going to uncover the truth! So much cooler than most 19 year old girls. I know. The sad thing is I'm looking forward to watching a movie tonight in the international cinema. What's it about? Cuba and Fidel Castro. It was by chance! Don't look at me like that. I like my alone time sometimes. An entire day to be a nerd by myself suits me just fine.

Good day to you.

PS- As you may have noted, there is nothing in this post concerning the festival of colors. I wasn't able to go.

Maybe this isn't exactly how I wanted my Saturday to go. Fine.

Boys and Girls

The differences in guys and girls are making things difficult.

I want this to work so bad. But how do I know what he's thinking?

Courtesy

Dear Guitars Unplugged Promoters,

It is really ok for you to get back in touch with friends without pushing the event this weekend. The truth is, those that want to go to Guitars Unplugged will go with or without your incessant reminders that the only reason you really decided to talk to your friend this time is to have one more tally under ticket sales.

As for me, I will be recovering from the festival of colors.

Huzzah!

Love.

Show me that your love for me runs deep

Sometimes I pretend that I'm in a music video. I'm convinced that I am not the only one who does this.

I normally have my ipod in when I walk across campus or do anything by myself, really. This is why its impossible for me to play a happy upbeat song when it's grey and raining unless it's a warm rain or something super good just happened. What kind of a music video would that be if the image didn't match the sound?

One day I'm going to film one of these many music videos that I star in and then you will all see!

Cripes.

WARNING: THIS BLOG CONTAINS AN UNHEALTHY AMOUNT OF WHINING. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

This week makes me wonder why I'm out here. Or anywhere. I've been sick since last Thursday and rather than improving, it appears that my condition is getting worse. I haven't been able to sleep the last few days because I cough chronically and all I really want to do is dream. I had been having such nice dreams...
The Raines Family lost Grandma Raines this week. In reality I think everyone knows that she needed to go, but I think death may always come as a shock to us as long as we are still hardwired to survive. The concept of a person being really gone is hard to really comprehend.
I am very glad that my brother is ok. He got in a wreck this week and the car is totaled but he appears to be alright. I know this is such a blessing and doesn't really make sense. To be perfectly honest I am mourning over the loss of my car, though. I love being able to drive.
My best wishes and my prayers are going out to my cousin, Patrick. He is having major surgery on Monday. I am terrified of surgery and I hope that all goes well.
I killed myself over papers this week. I had one due for World Civ and one in my Shoah class. I am so happy they are finished, but I have my main paper due in Historian's craft this week. 10 brilliant pages on how Fidel Castro sees the events of the revolution as seen through one of his speeches in 1990. I know, you are all ecstatic to read it.

I am so tired. Beyond sleep, beyond eating. I just really want to watch the rain.

Girl, please.

I just watched a youtube video instructing me how to make it look like I have abs using makeup.

Pretty good use of my time I'd say.

Rough day.

Yeah.